Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Just a venting Rant!

I am so sick and tired of trying to please everyone when no one ever really cares if you please them or not. All people want to do is get things for themselves! I am tired of people giving me excuses of why they can't hang out or why this or why that! I am sick and tired of it! I am a good person and I do everything I can to help people out most the time and what do I have to show for it? I sit alone whenever my husband is not home waiting on my cell phone to ring and I get nothing! People say they are my friends but I doubt it 100%! I am tired of reaching out to other people and shut down because of them. I guess I am doomed to live my life as a loner doing everything for everybody and spend all my time while my husband is at work by myself. What great friends! I am so frustrated right now at everyone that it's ridiculous! So, if you are my friend don't give me excuses why we can't hang out! Just because I am married doesn't mean I want to spend ALL of my time with my husband! I love him and all but I need a break from him every once in a while! Which brings me to cleaning the house! I am tired of being the only one who cleans the house! I have stopped cleaning for the past 3 weeks in hopes that my husband would help pick up some of the slack and go figure nothing has happened! It never does! I am fed up with everyone in life! On top of these feelings I was super sick yesterday! No one cared except my husband. He finally went out got me some stuff to try to make me feel better (which it do) but no one called me to check on me like I do them and I am sick of being shunned by "friends". I just want to know what I did to make people stop contacting me. I miss my friends and I miss spending time with them. I don't know what to do. :'(

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