So, tomorrow I leave for my clinicals in Akron that is 3 hours away. Since I have lived with my husband (a year and a half) I have not spent a night away from him. This really freaks me out. I don't know how I will react. I hope I can hold myself together and not cry all day or night. I know I will be very cold. He keeps me very warm at night. But it's still scary to think that I will be without him for 2 days. I know it's not that long but it's nerve racking. It's also nerve racking to have to be going to Akron. I hate bad weather and of course it's calling for snow on the 2 days we are there. Next, I am terrified to work with kids. I really don't want to have to give them medications. Administering medications are scary enough but once you add being a kid with the mix it's gets really scary. I am praying God will cut me some slack and bring me a piece of mind. But all this kid talk brings me to some other thoughts.
Pregnancy. It is all around me right now. I know 9 pregnant women! One is my little sister. On top of all these pregnant women, people keep asking me when my hubby and I will be trying for children. First of all I think this is no one's business but mine and my husbands. Second I don't think people can ever try for children. You either have a child or you don't. You can stop preventing from not having children but I don't think you can try. My answer to this question is when God says let there be child! But for now we are preventing pregnancy to the best of our abilities, so please quit asking!
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